I thought it was time for another look into the mind of Phillip Brooks, my character from PlanetFall. Yet again I have taken liberties with the setting since our RPG group has not outlined a lot of the culture or technology before they were exiled. This takes place during a week of in-game time that was not role-played at the table since nothing really exciting happened during it. It is the first real downtime since the characters’ arrival on the strange prison planet. It takes place not long after a mission which ended up being an especially bloody affair. As before, characters not written by me are the property of their creators or the creators of PlanetFall itself.
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Phillip sat between two dwellings across from the medical station, staying quiet and still in the dirt. There was almost always shade here during most of the day and he was mostly left alone there. This was where he often stayed when he wasn’t off on whatever duty he was assigned to during the day. He also offered his help to Grace but he had no skills in medicine and he had no hope in catching up to her knowledge and experience. Still, he was nearby just in case.
After a long shift on the wall, he was sitting in the dirt and trying to sketch the power processing unit for an XJ-9 ion engine. It was getting difficult to remember and he thought he might be accidentally incorporating parts of the XJ-8. It felt like ages since he had opened something up to try and fix it. After the addiction had taken its toll on his mind and body, he wasn’t sure what was left in his head. He dreamed sometimes of being back up on the ship but he wondered if he could still fit in.
He looked down at his arm, still scarred from when his skin had erupted with open sores. He couldn’t remember smelling bad but could tell from the expressions on their faces. He hadn’t been able to look Grace in the eye during that time so thankfully he couldn’t recall her reaction. He knew what he must have looked like and how he probably did not look much better now. He knew he must be less than human now, like the trolls and ogres from the fairytales he heard when he was little.
That thought brought his mind back to the Roland where he had spent his while life before his life was over. His sister was still up there and so was his neice. At least, he hoped they were still up there and safe. He wondered how they would survive without him. If they had any family left, they were not on the Roland. He had heard of a possible distant cousin on the Danu or was it the Balaur. There had never been a response when the message was sent out about the death of Phil and Sarah’s parents.
There hadn’t really been much time to think about it before but now that there was finally downtime, it was hard to think of anything but the past. Thinking about the future didn’t seem to be worth it. Everything looked so bleak. His mind flashed to those little cat things, the giant snake, that six-legged predator, the man-eating flower, insects in the trees and finally deadly trees. Before he could stop it, images of all the dead bodies flashed into his mind’s eye. He had only ever seen his parent’s bodies before he had fallen.
Something was going to catch up to them eventually. The trees, the cat people or maybe even Declan would succeed in taking their lives. Several of the fallen had already died and only more could follow. If things didn’t start looking up, he wouldn’t have to worry about his family anymore. After all, corpses don’t have a care in the world.